I know that I should never compare my life with anyone else but now I’ve started to feel how dull is my uni life. Seeing my friends are all having a good bond between their coursemates & friends. Used to be in the same class with my boyfriend & yes they even treat me so good. It’s different with what I’m having now. No bonds & always excluded. I wish I’ll quit this place real quick. I just wanna go to other better place that I can make friends & have that normal uni life. Now my life is only about me being hectic with my task & study but I don’t have that time or space for a leisure time of me enjoying the student life. Kinda upset but maybe this was meant for me. Maybe next time I’ll have a better life.
I guess this is just another bad times in life. I cant no longer keep my feelings & thoughts alone. I chose to write as an anonymous but still couldnt get everything out of mind. Something sad & pathetic is happening to me. These days i’ve been so depressed that i wasnt able to do most thing in life. I dont talk to anyone even him. Sadly he doesnt even realize my changes. I just feel useless, unimportant to him. Even worse i think he’s changing to a person that he used to be. No effort to pay me a visit. Sometimes i wonder does he even care all the effort & everything i sacrifice for him? Something that disappoints me the most recently is the fact that he’s gonna go for an event without me. I know that the event is something so close to his passion but what’s the issue of bringing me along when i dont even mind riding with him for hours? Sedih bila fikir aku sendiri pun tengah depressed & makin hari makin teruk. I push everything else away. My friends, my passion ...
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